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Repressed depression

Never stopping indifference
Felt by an unfulfilled life of misery.
Terrible numbness put in face of
An agonizing pain.
Unaccomplished expectations of
My crippled future.

It was an unjust punishment
For what hadn’t been done
Filled with the irregular suffering
Of a burden that wasn’t meant to be.

Got no place to go,
No one to turn to,
Nothing to do or feel.
Not a word to say.
Not a thing to think.

I’m drowning in an ocean of emptiness.
Floating through a never ending pathway
Lost in dead ending labyrinths
Trapped in long corridors of guilt.

I live a life of drams undreamt
Feelings unfelt
Choices not chosen
Thoughts unthought-of

All I should hope for is to fall down into everlasting oblivion
Dive in a whole sky of unrecognized senses
And reach the depths of my own soul.

For I would rather spending a lifetime of feelings unfelt
In my recreated superficial world
Over living a long lasting cold and lonely season
Watching all my dreams fading away.